coldhearted&young

eh…

my experiment in sacramento is coming to a close and i’ve decided that i want to stick around. i like the work around here because it’s interesting. nothing seems to get repetitive because the legislature always seems to make new things out of old issues. but as i become more and more entrenched in this lifestyle, i see myself becoming different and i’m not sure what to think about it. politics and policy are not interests that are shared with many people outside of a five block radius of the capitol—let alone the people that i know outside of class. on the other hand, potheads don’t exactly fit in with the legislative types. so what is it that i’m doing out here? i’m not sure anymore. where is it that i’m going? that, too, i am no longer sure of. where ever and whatever i end up, i hope everything works out. uncertainty about my post-college life really eats at me, especially when i don’t seem to feel completely comfortable anywhere anymore. but then again, maybe i’m just experiencing what every soon to be graduate is feeling. besides, you learn more about yourself when you push the boundaries of comfort than when you stay put in your niche. i suppose i’m just tasked with the common challenge of finding myself. in any case, my strict self-scrutiny and deep thought is making me weirder by the minute. but i’m sure you came to that conclusion if you’re reading this. lol.

When you’re away from your niche, who and what you miss can be surprising.

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omg seriously haha



Y’all are trippin. This game is my shit. Haha.

omgxyzbbq:

omg seriously haha

Y’all are trippin. This game is my shit. Haha.

(Source: elli5)

Hopefully I’ll get a picture with governor brown and speaker Perez :)

Hopefully I’ll get a picture with governor brown and speaker Perez :)